Bittersweet

Too Hyper
Too Exhausting
Too Naive
Too Happy
Too Loud
Too High-Pitched
Too Much


Not Smart Enough
Not "Cool" Enough
Not Funny Enough
Not  Mature Enough
Not Calm Enough
Not Motivated Enough
Not Good Enough


Obnoxious
Annoying
Bothersome
Irritating
Galling
Boisterous
Immature
Abrasive


Why is this all anyone has to say about me these days? I thought I had more to offer than this. Maybe you don't mean to tear me down this way, but it hurts all the same. I try to be sweet, loyal, optimistic, and fun. So why is it that all anyone can remember is that I'm obnoxious and naive? Why doesn't anyone love me as fiercely as I love them? Why aren't I good enough? Why can't I be someone's favorite for once? Why am I taken for granted, stepped on, overlooked, and abandoned? Why is it so easy to leave me? Why can't anyone accept and love me for exactly who and what I am? 




What am I doing wrong...