Wednesday, October 5, 2011

The "W"s...

To my “best friend”,

                                    Why?
Why can’t I rely on you when I’m hurting?
Why am I there for you, but when it’s my turn to hurt you can’t handle it?
Why do you push me away and then greet others so warmly?
Why won’t you talk to me when you’re upset with me?
Why are you choosing the one who hurt me over me?
Why don’t you love me as much as I love you?
Why do you abandon me?

To the boy who “loved” me,

                                    How?
How can you spend hours a day talking to me, sharing secrets and stories and not care?
How can you just leave and forget me?
How can you complain about the girls who hurt you then ignore the one who truly cared?
How can you choose momentary pleasure over someone who wants to make you smile forever?
How can I mean so little to you?
How can you say the things you do, let me believe them, take it all away, and still sleep at night?

To the person who “wanted to be friends”,
                       
                                    Who, What, When?
Who are you to judge me? To tell me what my issues are?
What right do you have to be so cold to me, when I’m just trying to be friendly?
When are you going to let go and grow up?
What makes you think you’re in any position to think you’re above me?
When will you open your eyes?
What happened to you?

To anyone who will answer,

                                    Where?
Where are the people who will mean what they say?
Where are the people who actually care?
Where did the understanding of “loyalty” go?









                                                                  Or maybe it’s me...
What's wrong with me?

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