You Keep Slipping Away...

I cried for you tonight. You'll probably never know it...you probably don't even care. You're probably too far gone by now. I miss you. So much. And your life right now scares the shit out of me. There are a million things I should be worrying about right now, and the only thing I can think about is you. Are you safe? Are you ok? Did you eat today? When was the last time you slept? Why do you do this to yourself? I know you don't want to live very long because you're scared of growing old, but please. Please. Please. Please. Please. PLEASE. Stop before it's too late. All I want in the world right now is the ability to save you from yourself. I know you're mad at me, and you'll probably never forgive or trust me again. I'm sorry. All I wanted was to help you, but you have to help yourself. And you don't want that. Even though you won't say a word to me right now, I hope you know I'll ALWAYS be here for you. I know I've already posted about this, but I can't stress this enough. It kills me to see you go farther and farther down this path. Please get help and come back to me. You ARE worth it. And you're better than this. I love you. I hope you know that. No matter what, I love you, but you need to love yourself.